http://thecrew.vox.com/library/posts/page/1/ en Vox Mon, 10 Mar 2008 14:36:06 -0500 Copyright 2008 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/the-inevitable-price-of-looking-back.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(The Crew) http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/the-inevitable-price-of-looking-back.html?_c=feed-rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/the-inevitable-price-of-looking-back.html?_c=feed-rss Mon, 10 Mar 2008 14:36:06 -0500 i'm falling down. for once, i will not try to stop it. i'll just fall without worrying how it appears. i will fall. i might scrape my knee and take the time to cry. but i will pick myself up or even take a hand up if it's there and brush myself o... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/the-inevitable-price-of-looking-back.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00f48cfa3009000100e398e49c610004?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> recovery http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline-part-3.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(The Crew) http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline-part-3.html?_c=feed-rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline-part-3.html?_c=feed-rss Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:59:53 -0500 George Washington University Hospital 1985 16 years old i was admitted to GWUH after an overdose of tofranil. i stayed int he hospital for 5 1/2 weeks. i remember very little about the psychatric resident who handled my therapy and only one conv... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline-part-3.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00f48cfa3009000100e398e3567c0005?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> depression memories recovery self-injury dissociation http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline-part-2.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(The Crew) http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline-part-2.html?_c=feed-rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline-part-2.html?_c=feed-rss Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:53:57 -0500 Dr. Stein, Dominion Hospital 1984 14 years old when i first met dr. stein, i thought i had met the one person who would be able to really help me. i believed i was going crazy and was torn between wanting to give in to it and being afraid. i tol... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline-part-2.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00f48cfa3009000100f48d0070950001?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> depression memories recovery self-injury dissociation http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline--09282003.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(The Crew) http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline--09282003.html?_c=feed-rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline--09282003.html?_c=feed-rss Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:52:35 -0500 This series of entries was written the same weekend a newspaper article was published in the Washinton Post detailing the abuses and loss of license of the doctor I saw during my stays at Dominion Hospital in Fairfax Virginia. The timing still su... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/timeline--09282003.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00f48cfa3009000100e398e356090005?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> depression memories recovery self-injury dissociation http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/a-little-history.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(The Crew) http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/a-little-history.html?_c=feed-rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/a-little-history.html?_c=feed-rss Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:45:47 -0500 I'm seeking entries that go back to the years before the diagnosis and the time that led up to it. They'll be posted the best chronological order i can manage. This was written in 1998 for the pastoral counseling team I was seeing at the time. 1... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/a-little-history.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00f48cfa3009000100f48ce1b0da0002?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> memories recovery self-injury mental health dissociation http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/marisa-pic.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(The Crew) http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/marisa-pic.html?_c=feed-rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/marisa-pic.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 05 Mar 2008 18:47:30 -0500 Marisa with Mum Boulder, Colorado 1969, 5 months old Amelia age 6 fall of 1974 Woodbridge, VA Fifth Grade Picture, age 10 1979 Bennett Elementary School Manassas, VA 6th Grade Picture, age 11, 1980 Marsteller Middle School Manassas, VA St... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/marisa-pic.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00f48cfa3009000100f48d00376f0001?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> pictures http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/07112002.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(The Crew) http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/07112002.html?_c=feed-rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/07112002.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 05 Mar 2008 18:43:22 -0500 just another witless title 07/11/2002 hiding under the darkness of the bedcovers for fear that light would shove these damn icepicks further into my brain... couldn't even listen to music this morning. there are at least two girls lurkin... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/07112002.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00f48cfa3009000100f48ce1771f0002?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> recovery dissociation alters http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/07102002.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(The Crew) http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/07102002.html?_c=feed-rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/07102002.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 05 Mar 2008 18:36:40 -0500 useless and insane ramblings 07/10/2002 letting dad and michele foot the bill for the whole vacation has hit a nerve. one of those 'why now' things. 17 years ago mum was keeping a notebook detailing my every offense and making me fully a... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/07102002.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00f48cfa3009000100e398e31cad0005?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> memories recovery self-injury dissociation http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/06282002-2.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(The Crew) http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/06282002-2.html?_c=feed-rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/06282002-2.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 05 Mar 2008 18:33:23 -0500 old journal entry 06/28/2002 March 4, 1999 Roo (Now named Amelia) was quite talkative this morning. We read stories and, in general, had a nice chat. She asked about my hairdryer. What it was and why was I using it. That was the eas... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/06282002-2.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00f48cfa3009000100f48d0036900001?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> family recovery amelia dissociation http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/06282002-1.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(The Crew) http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/06282002-1.html?_c=feed-rss http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/06282002-1.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 05 Mar 2008 18:30:07 -0500 old letters 2 06/28/2002 The first communication between our wall (known then as Control, now Levia) and outsiders. The only writing she has ever done. I find myself in, what seems to me, to be a rather odd situation. Never before have ... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://thecrew.vox.com/library/post/06282002-1.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00f48cfa3009000100e398e31c590005?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> recovery dissociation alters